Speechless still…

I was walking back to my car after my son’s last baseball game tonight. It turned out to be such a beautiful night and perfect for playing baseball. I dropped Zayne off at my moms and got to watch the game without Zayne spitting at me, throwing dirt or a fit and without him draining my wallet at the concession stand. It was nice to just be able to watch my boy at his last game with no interruptions. And as I was walking back to the parking lot a young mom holding a toddler stopped me and gave me an envelope. I smiled unsure of why she was giving me this. As I began walking up the hill I opened it. I was brought to tears as I stopped in my tracks. They wrote how my family was in their prayers and her son happened to be in Ayden’s class. I didn’t know how much money was there at that moment but I was in awe. I immediately turned around and walked right back up to her. I had no words once I saw her again. In fact, I’m pretty sure I looked and sounded like I was having some sort of panic attack as I couldn’t even finish a sentence. I hugged her and her husband and I don’t even know if the words “Thankyou” came out of my mouth. It’s been almost a 3 year fight and I am still amazed and blessed beyond words that people give so freely. These families that give money that could very easily be used and helpful in their own finances I’m sure. I am seriously in awe. I keep trying to write how I truly feel and there is never a way to put it to honestly portray the thankfulness we feel. I have said so many prayers for the families that support us not only with money but kind words and prayers of their own for my family. Jake and I hope it comes back 10x more for them and all the acts of kindness we have seen.